Friday, November 26, 2010

How to lose a guy in 10 days-

Who remembers that movie? That was one of my favorite movies.  I have a habit of managing to fuck things up with a guy out of pure assumption that he is just another asshole- so that is how I treat him!  Never taking in to account that he might actually be a decent man, I assume is a cheater, liar, and loser.  That is what every female calls the guy that hurts her, right?  A loser? Yep, thought so.  So how does one go back to having trust and respect in a relationship?  By embracing being single and learning to love and respect yourself.  Once you do that, cutting anyone out of your life who doesnt will be easy.  And in return you will provide the same to them!

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

My own Press Release

In January of 2010 I signed a one year contract with Metro Talent in L.A. and my agent was Roxy.  In April of 2010, Roxy and I had a minor misunderstanding.  From that point on Roxy was not holding up her end of the contract and therefore I decided to quit porn for a while.  After 4 months of no work, my contract with Roxy became in void. During those 4 month I was not offered any work, I was taken off the agency site, I never received a phone call or email.  In September of 2010 I signed a 6 month contract with OCModeling and my agent was Phil Mack. I was very excited about signing with them, and looked forward to doing business. Phil sounded like he knew what he was doing, and promised to make lots of money together.  After the first month, I wasn't booking and Phil told me I needed a transformation and I needed to lose 10 lbs before he would attempt to book me.  After the second month I made under $1000, and was booking more work myself than Phil was.  I asked my agent to please render copies of my DVD's (which is part of his job) and he stated he was too busy with the other models.  After a third time being told Phil was too busy with other things, I became doubtful of Phil's intentions and capabilities.  In October of 2010 Metro Talent's lawyer sent OCModeling a letter stating I was still under contract with them. OCModeling removed me from their site and released me from contract without even notifying me ---highly unprofessional. I am officially a "free agent" released from both Metro and OCModeling, and couldn't be happier.  I feel both agencies were unprofessional, deceiving, and neither have a good reputation.  That being said, I certainly don't want to be represented by either, and happy I was released from OC. I look forward to being able to work again, and feel that I don't need the extra drama and stress of an agent.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Celebrity Affairs

This is the one and only time I will waste time blogging or discussing my relationship both sexual and non with men, specifically celebs, in my personal life. I am a very private person and will never disclose that info unless it is absolutely necessary. So every interview I do, will not have that info. Any info stating other wise is simply false.

To clarify about the beef with Nick Hogan's girlfriend, I simply made a statement on Twitter that my driver resembled Nick Hogan. She tweeted me asking why I mentioned her boyfriend in my tweet. He responded by tweeting me to "please stop all of this." I had no idea as to who she was, nor did I make any sexual comments regarding Nick. She was out of line to tweet me and came at me disrespectfully first. I will say this: I didn't make up seeing Nick that previous Saturday, and she definitely was not there. He also NEVER mentioned at any point that night that he had a long term girlfriend, or girlfriend at all for that matter. She is dating a D-List celebrity whom gets some sort of attention from females, so she will have alot of enemies on Twitter if she continues to harass anyone who tweets him. She clearly has self-confidence issues and is very insecure!